Kashmakash


Random

Toh kya hi kiya agr kuch karke bhi lage adhoora Toh kya hi paa liya agar paane me use khud ko kho diya Kin unchaio ko paane me nikal dete hain hum umar saari Aur fir sochte hain ye toh hume chahiye hi nahi tha   Bechaini si rehti hai ab dil me ki ab […]

May 7, 2021

Valentine


Random

You read. You like traveling. Your voice just melts everything. Your smile is really ‘khatarnak’ (They were right). You have a pure heart. You have excitement for life. You keep asking why so sure? I keep thinking what’s there not to like. I know we are going fast. I know you had a past. It’s […]

February 18, 2021

Holding onto memories..


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In those moments of silences when my body meets bed and my soul aches for rest a chronic pain pierces my chest screaming of your memories. A war erupts inside whether to forget you and let your memories fade or to grasp you hard to the extent of breathlessness. An idea of you i don’t […]

February 15, 2021

Break-Up


Random

You feel the shivers running down your body You can’t breathe properly You can’t sleep properly You can’t eat properly You find it difficult to concentrate Like a part of your body is torn away   You keep opening the messages Keep stalking that person again and again Talking in your mind, imagining conversations that […]

February 21, 2020

Heartbreak


Random

I had a small heartbreak today. And I realised how it must be to loose someone/something you love/value permanently. How people get into depression. How you don’t feel like getting up at all. How day pass by imagining scenarios that could have been better. How nothing in world seems interesting anymore. How nothing reaches your ears. […]

February 16, 2020

Intezar


Random

Ek khat ka jawab adhura hai Baar baar mud kar dekha maine Lekin awaaz nahi aayi   Bechain hota hun Kahin meri galti toh nahi Shayad tum jawaab de rahi ho Aur mai sun nahi paa raha Isse jayda aur kya lachari hogi Tumhari khamoshi me bhi khud ko kosta hun   Kai baar bhoolne […]

December 7, 2019

Words


Random

Words Saying but not saying Thinking and sleeping over Thoughts regurgitating in your head Mute wisdom, speaking silences Muffled expressions and yielding ignorance   Burning bridges, rebuilding them Sitting on the edge hoping Which way to go, Sure or fulfilling The unsurity of it all   The time keeps running Restlessness Taking wild shots Prepared […]

June 6, 2019

Staying True


Essays

Have you ever stopped using Social Media for a bit? I did. It feels great in the beginning , then the lulls set it and finally you crave to get back. But you can’t. You start by taking baby steps, checking your account sometimes. And then comes the big dilemma. It goes something like this: […]

June 5, 2019

She


Stories

The alarm woke her up. She hated it. It’s only been five and a half hours. “I want more sleep” she mumbled to herself. She turned to face him looking for some sympathy. He was unaffected, lost in his innocent sleep. She took a moment, looking at him and reluctantly removed the blanket. Her day […]

July 17, 2018

Who killed that dream?


Stories

Inside he knew he’s more than a Senior Analyst. He didn’t have any proof to negate that, but he somehow knew. He can make the wittiest observations about things when he is in the mood when no-one is judging him when he’s not competing to be the funniest guy around. And it’s not fear of audience that […]

June 17, 2018