I know you are hurt,

I am hurt too.

It’s not your fault,

Its all on me.

I just didn’t control my excitement for you

And that scared you.

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Not very hopeful if any chance is left

But if this were my last letter to you,

I would say this..

I think in the short time we had, I have fallen for you

I know it is crazy

I understand that this much time is not enough to know someone

But love is blind they say and without logics.

So at this moment I don’t care how much sense this makes.

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I like your smile, your simplicity.

The vulnerability with which you speak

The nervousness that shows in your big eyes

That voice. That childlike curiosity.

Like the one I displayed when I was young

I also know, that with your antics I’ll get fed up after a while

But it will be fun to have experienced it whole

To irritate you and to get irritated with you

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Even though I am scared to shit that I would never find someone like you

I don’t want to hold any grudges against you

I’ve always been an happy ending person

Not very fond of the scenario where the soulmates meet only at the end of movie

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A part of me wants to vow you back

It thinks maybe you are just scared to realize your feelings

And maybe I should just chase you and keep chasing you till the time you say yes

But I don’t know if you would appreciate that

I don’t want to insult your intelligence just for my last try

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A part of me doesn’t want to draft this

As this is all manifesting

But then this is also testimony of how I felt for you

So if I end up not being with you, I can read this years later

And feel the purity then I am now feeling for you.

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I keep searching for avenues to reach you.

Somewhere stay relevant in your eyes

Maybe some turn of events happens and you miss me too

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